struggle

i don't know what it is with me, but i cannot ever seem to have it together when i work.

over break i felt human again...i was starting this blog, crafting, enjoying each day. now that school is back in session, i feel like someone has injected me with caffeine everyday. don't get me wrong, i appreciate the routine, but my goodness, i am a wreck.

i am always anxious about everything that needs to be done at work, nervous i'm not going to do enough or miss some way to reach a student.

i knew, i just knew that this week back was going to be difficult...i guess i should be more positive.

i made a goal this week to make dinner at least 3 nights to force myself to take a break from school stuff once i got home. i accomplished this goal and appreciate that i did, but i feel like i need to have more of an emotional separation from school and all that is not school.